She looked out into the night.
No stars out there tonight either.
If it only worked, anyway.
They might fall as much as they want,
but I’d be a damned fool if I believed that they actually could help.
So why am I out here?
I must be a damned fool.
And also the cold makes me go numb all over my body
which strangely enough is something I want
Right now I just want one of them to hit me.
I thought it would get easier.
I thought I would be able to make it better.
I have tried.
God dammit have I tried.
Oh well, maybe tomorrow.